Chapter 1: A Personal Journey Through Pain

Reflecting on the recent overturning of Roe v. Wade, I am reminded of a traumatic chapter from my past. The medical procedure I underwent at nineteen is no longer accessible to many women in several U.S. states, potentially putting their lives at risk. To offer context, I must share my story, which may be distressing for some readers. If discussions surrounding abortion or domestic abuse are triggering, you might prefer to skip this section.

I entered my first marriage at nineteen, unaware of the turmoil that awaited me. Shortly after the wedding, I found myself pregnant. My husband, whom I had known for nearly a year and adored his two sons, seemed like he would embrace this news. Unfortunately, I was mistaken.

Once we wed and I moved into his trailer, his true character emerged. His cruelty towards his eldest son, Junior, who had mental challenges, began subtly. Junior often made noises to express his needs, which only incited his father’s anger. Initially, the abuse was verbal, with